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Friday, February 18, 2011
2/18/2011 10:53:00 PM♥

♥ FOREVER ♥
it has been soon fucking long tyme i last bloggy..
baby too didnt blog...i left both blog dead...
alot things happen..and my god i seriously cant take it..
usually im always at fault...

soo currently(used to) but well it past..
im forgetting hym(T) and sticking my ass on this wonderfulbadass guy which make me all sort of feelings in this world...u know who...my ITE life was awesome until i met one guy which in the same class as me and i sort off like him..as a frens of coz n abit more*opps*... but then my feeling for that guy is not strong for me to forget baby...BABY still the first..HELL YEAH...baby n i fought a lot wen coming to February..its way hell for me..but the fights end not long after..it took about an hour plus to end. And the fight happen every single time we met..yes met..the fight well becouz of jealousy and all...but im saving T not because i like hym or what but its actually not his fault at all.. It mine so its between me and Baby only...

Even on Valentine Day we fought for hour and a half..that a different story. But the most touches me is on our 8 months of knowing each other.

so yeah on our 8 months Friendship i tot of meeting him at his place and spent quality times with him..um one spot i pissed of he said he msg T and ask T to lyke not to close with me...Damn i was sooo freaking pissed and attitude with hym..yeah im lame but T is my fren..And we fought,i cried. His mom saw me cry and i was like no i just got stomach ache or something like that...she ordered us KFC and still wee eat like nothing happen. Until we back alone again...due to my stubbornness he tried to settle things out n i show attitude to him...and we fought again..soo i sit one corner of the bed and cry till i fell asleep.. That's when he put a blanket on m soo i wont be cold and it tears me again until now im typing this out im crying as he really love me even when we fought. Thats when i realize he really really really love me.. And ive been hurting hym all along..That is how bad i am. And im trying not to do it again.. I've done enough for hym to suffer and don wish hym to suffer or hurt even more.. I know his changing and can see bit of it...and i know he surely can do it.

And im forgetting T for the sake of our rs. And T is always a fren of mine..Not more... I just want to see hym happy again. With his smile, laugh and his silly faces thats enough for me to be happy as long as his happy im happy... I Love You MNBB love

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